My life is quite blessed, why do I think so? Its simply because of the one I call my dearest sister – that’s you Aakarshi…
Although I fear constantly that some day I might loose you, or someday you might turn me out or maybe refuse to know me?! These are just my worst nightmares. Still they do scare me… But deep down below I know that as long as you are with me, I am the strongest person in the world. I know that I am very very annoying and irritating but… only because I am so very attached to you. Its been hard on me not to speak to you for even a day, so maybe thats why I guess I am so desperate to talk to you. Anyways, siding off the justifications… I really admire you a lot. The only years I find worth living is the time I spent with you.
Every time you are beside me, I know that I have got my back covered, your smile is my strength. Life with you is beautiful, I don’t need to search even for a paradise. Growing up always feared me since I met you in grade 9… what if we seperate… but I can just assure you that I will still be waiting in the skating hall every dispersal and get for you an extra tiffin if you want to… Ik you think it’s just a passing phase and that its easy to say but difficult to keep, but since, you mean worlds to me, I am not going to sacrifise our world (infinity) no matter what happens.
All the time I have spent with you makes me feel how complete my life is. Still, I always manage to disappoint you. How can I be such a crap? Its you who had always helped me and lended me an ear every time I needed you and I can’t give you just one thing to you demand ie no calls. This make me feel how much I have failed as a brother, I deserve all the anger.
When I first met you I didn’t know what or how our friendship would turn over these years… But now every time I recall that phase I wish that we could be the same old friends forever… But each time I feel that I dissappointed you I feel sorry and very guilty. You are someone (the one) with whom I will never ever break my relationship with. To me you are the seven colors of the spectrum and I am the white light, this shows how incomplete I am without you. Had God given me any one wish that he could have fulfilled, I would have asked for you… to be by my side in all my liv(es), I would have wanted you to be my sister and stay with me forever.
Every time I see a drop of water falling from a leaking tap, I can corelate it with us, maybe? This is the way a drop separates out? Or maybe this is the way it unites with a much larger circle of other drops? Can be interpreted in both the ways… But for me… You are the tap and the larger group. Even though if we ever separate in geographic distance, I would surely rejoin you even if you were in the farthest ends of the earth.
One day, This will be a memory, watever happens today;
One day, we will separate; We’ll part away.
I’ll follow u everywhere, Wat might be, Wat may;
Can I just tell you, Not to go; Our love is here to stay.
That day, I was asked to present a toast on your birthday, but I didn’t want to make the situation awkward for you so I skipped it… But all I wanted to say was… Thanks to my dearest favouritest beloved quintessential, ever loving, best exceptionally proud of whom, loved by all but most by me, pretty, pretty hearted, always loved, brasils corrector, sweetest, MY WORLD, sister. This is to her, this is to my constant, this is to someone I love from the bottom of my heart and for someone for whom I can sacrifice my whole world for, afterall this is for someone who is my whole world and will always remain my chootu, Aakarshi… Never give on me. I respect your decision and I respect and love you even more. Never leave me, please!